So I just watched Bridesmaids for the fist time, and something about the messages in that movie really stuck with me.

"You are the problem, but you are the solution."

I know that there are many versions of this message but Melissa McCarthy, sure can get that stuck in your head. This really stuck with me, because of right now, I'm utterly unhappy with my life. I keep blaming my problems on one of my best friends and I'm doing absolutely nothing to help myself.

I'm always unhappy, but why can't I change that. I force laughs and smiles, but why can't it come as naturally as it does for others.

Well summers over, I've practically been in school for almost a month now. I just can't help but get angry whenever there's some commercial about going back to school or saying that it's still somehow summer. Well it's all a lie, sure it isn't the end of summer, but it is the end of summer vacation. 

When I look back at summer, I just whine. And because I just got an idea for another post, consider the end of this one.

Well, isn't that a cliche title, sorry for my lack of creativity. But I guess it really is, or this could be another one of those great ideas that I think of that I eventually give up on. Examples: yoga, making youtube videos and becoming the next sensation, guitar. Yeah, all majors fails.

This is like the show Awkward, how Jenna writes her snarky views on life and tilts her head to the side with some sort of look on her face. (Which is exactly what I'm doing as I write this) Though their are some differences between her and me, but who knows I'm in high school now so yeah.

Speaking of high school, it sucks. The homework, the unbelievable amount of extracurricular activities I've joined, friend drama, family stuff, and the overall stress of being a teenager. Pretty much all the normal stuff. I feel like imploding.

I made this website when I was in 7th grade for a tech assignment, and now I'm writing this just to avoid my homework. Just typing is making me calm down and makes me feel like I'm doing some sort of work. So in order to feel more proactive, I'll just keep typing some random pieces of stuff. Though I'm pretty sure I might delete these posts, depending on how I'm feeling.